I know it has been months. Despite the fact that it feels like decades. And I have never for a second had a moment without you in my head.
You used to be what I dreamed about. Now you grace my nightmares. You taunt me. Bending your finger to say: "Come hither," enticing me with your tantalizing smile.
That smile of yours. The smile that can bring men and women of any stature to their knees. They would easily confess their undying love to you. Just like I always had. So what made me different?
You chose me, Once upon a time. I belonged to you. I had no desire to belong anywhere other than in your arms. And the sound of your voice still echoes in my head. "I love you."
Three very powerful words. Words that have driven men to madness for centuries. Words that can make me lose myself in the ocean of your eyes. Those beautiful eyes that promise "tomorrow will be better." Your eyes always gave me hope.
I can't look into your eyes anymore. What have I to hope for? What can I grab onto and hol