Oh Otis..I know you have your problemsOh Otis.. by ThaTrollWhoEatsYou
You're facing you're demons
And you want time apart
Isn't that what I was for?
Isn't a relationship
About facing things together?
I should be standing by you
Because I love you
I still do..
I've always said
The thought of losing you
Would be unbearable
I've lost the moisture in my eyes
My body has become rebellious to my needs
My mind has become groggy
You haunt me
But you're not here anymore..
LoveSlaveSo I can't hold your handLoveSlave by ThaTrollWhoEatsYou
So I can't whisper in your ear
So I can't brush my lips on your neck
Chills travel across my body
I whimper when I'm dreaming of you
Spasms embrace me with the anxiety of my mind
Who exactly am I?
A minion of chaos?
A slave to your love..
You make me this person..
A carrier of doom
To all that I formerly believed
What point is there in gender?I am not a damsel in distressWhat point is there in gender? by ThaTrollWhoEatsYou
I am not going to wash your feet
With long golden locks, on my knees
Crying out to you so that, one day,
You can accept me as I'm not
I don't want to be a woman
I do not wish to become a man
I choose to free myself from gender
I choose to be me and not her
I choose to differ from him
I guess I'm in the middle
I guess I'm not there at all
I guess you can say I'm no one
I guess I'm not even writing
I guess your wasting time
I WouldI would take your handI Would by ThaTrollWhoEatsYou
And waltz you around the room
If I could only reach you somehow
I would whisk you away
From all these unkind people
If I could just build up the nerve
I would whisper in your ear
Ever so quietly on your neck
Every urge you bring forth in me
I would bring you joy so unimaginable
And your heart would rejoice with mine
And we would lay, once again, side by side
BeautifulBeautiful by Rainbows-And-Velvet
Sometimes I forget who I am.
Sometimes I want to cut away every inch of hair and,
I want to throw all my clothes away and I want to
Bleach my scars away, and more than anything I want to
Find myself lost thousands of miles away and I
Wish I was someone else,
These are the moments where I've forgotten who I am.
There are moments where I hold pride in my scarred skin and,
I find pride in my chipped teeth and
I find pride in the blues of my eyes and I don't see my eyes as
Soul sucking pools of gray; but
An endless see of what COULD possibly be
And I've learned to never question tomorrow because
YouYou by Rainbows-And-Velvet
I've been there and,
I've cut my hair and my flesh and
I've learned that promises come and go,
And I've learned
That I'm okay being alone.
And I've learned that,
I don't have to be alone.
Because I have you, and you've always been the only thing I've ever wanted.
LoveLove by Rainbows-And-Velvet
You are not like any bit of
Solid mass I have ever touched.
You are fluid.
And sometimes I
Fear that if I am not careful,
I may drown in you.
More of youMore of you by Rainbows-And-Velvet
Your demeanor was always,
What attracted all the girls to you.
Tough as nails-
Hard as a rock-
And cold as ice.
But behind all that,
Somewhere behind it all
Is where I find comfort
And I curl up,
Safe. Protected. Loved.
So whenever we're alone,
I remind myself;
I get to see
I'm currently in a relationship. I'm a genderqueer panromantic asexual, meaning I don't classify myself as male or female and I'm attracted to basically anyone despite their gender identity or orientation or anything else. Simply put I'm a HUMAN attracted to HUMANS. I don't care what other people think of me. Why waste you're time telling me how much you hate me? I just... Don't care|
On a more personal matter; I have bipolar disorder and attention deficit disorder. I struggle with it at times, but they help my artistic side dearly.
Simply put, I am gay. I have and I like If you suffer from homophobia, you should just keep your views to yourself.
I don't have one definite religion, I have quite a few religions, which are too much to list. I like to keep my mind open, but i won't accept one religion over all others.
I'm sorry if I dont thank you if you fave one of my deviations. I don't have time to comment on EVERY faver's page, but I AM grateful. So I thank you in advance.
And I really dont want to ask. but, if you would like to give me some points i will gladly accept.
Here are some stamps that either express my views or I just find completely hilarious...
Current Residence: Los Angeles, CA.
deviantWEAR sizing preference: FunSize
Favourite genre of music: Anything but opera or country
Favourite style of art: anything really
MP3 player of choice: My phone
Shell of choice: studly
Skin of choice: pixie-green
Favourite cartoon character: Mion and Shion Sonozaki
Personal Quote: I dont have to scream. But I want to.:::::::::::