Oh Otis..I know you have your problemsOh Otis.. by ThaTrollWhoEatsYou
You're facing you're demons
And you want time apart
Isn't that what I was for?
Isn't a relationship
About facing things together?
I should be standing by you
Because I love you
I still do..
I've always said
The thought of losing you
Would be unbearable
I've lost the moisture in my eyes
My body has become rebellious to my needs
My mind has become groggy
You haunt me
But you're not here anymore..
LoveSlaveSo I can't hold your handLoveSlave by ThaTrollWhoEatsYou
So I can't whisper in your ear
So I can't brush my lips on your neck
Chills travel across my body
I whimper when I'm dreaming of you
Spasms embrace me with the anxiety of my mind
Who exactly am I?
A minion of chaos?
A slave to your love..
You make me this person..
A carrier of doom
To all that I formerly believed
What point is there in gender?I am not a damsel in distressWhat point is there in gender? by ThaTrollWhoEatsYou
I am not going to wash your feet
With long golden locks, on my knees
Crying out to you so that, one day,
You can accept me as I'm not
I don't want to be a woman
I do not wish to become a man
I choose to free myself from gender
I choose to be me and not her
I choose to differ from him
I guess I'm in the middle
I guess I'm not there at all
I guess you can say I'm no one
I guess I'm not even writing
I guess your wasting time
I WouldI would take your handI Would by ThaTrollWhoEatsYou
And waltz you around the room
If I could only reach you somehow
I would whisk you away
From all these unkind people
If I could just build up the nerve
I would whisper in your ear
Ever so quietly on your neck
Every urge you bring forth in me
I would bring you joy so unimaginable
And your heart would rejoice with mine
And we would lay, once again, side by side
More of youMore of you by Rainbows-And-Velvet
Your demeanor was always,
What attracted all the girls to you.
Tough as nails-
Hard as a rock-
And cold as ice.
But behind all that,
Somewhere behind it all
Is where I find comfort
And I curl up,
Safe. Protected. Loved.
So whenever we're alone,
I remind myself;
I get to see
Everything I could everEverything I could ever by Rainbows-And-Velvet
I've made a lot of
Silly mistakes in my life.
I've got quite a story-
But your story out writes mine for days.
For every walk of life I could ever imagine,
I never thought I would be comfortable.
I thought I'd be
Content but never
I've never known what
/love/ is supposed to feel like.
I've never know what
Being wanted could feel like.
Through every sly smile,
Through every playfully little wink,
Every time you
Stood up for me and my
Not RealNot Real by Rainbows-And-Velvet
I've been waiting for three years,
But I'm going to make the time literal
And only apply to now because it
Would appear better in your favor.
I've been waiting for three and a half hours
To get you to pay
Some attention to me.
But it's okay;
I didn't want to go out with you,
Don't mind me,
I'll just stay here locked in the
Confines of my bedroom
That feel more like a prison than a home.
But I have the option to leave,
And nowhere to go.
And I'll stay here and wait because,
Your words will still echo in my mind
Every time I step outside.
"You didn't really